Dare To Fly Free

Ahh so I woke up this morning with full intension to go to school for eleven.  Which obviously didn’t happen.  I got a wake up call saying that I had a test today.  Let me tell you how I jumped out of my bed tired as hell to read my damn book.  After all was done and I finished my test I was extremely content with the outcome.  I felt like I did really well despite the fact that I didn’t get the opportunity to prep for it properly.

So on with my day it was pretty slow.  The typical life of Rozlyn in school.  The same old precious friends and the same old drama.  However I am happy to report that I finally got rid of a bug.  She decided to move on and disappear (well ignore me) more like it.  But its ok.  My patience was running low and her existence in my life was annoying.  She has moved on and so has her friends.  We warned her and that all we can do.  We helped her and she insulted us and that all we can take.  So we bid you farewell and a good life.

So I did a presentation in school today.  I am a pretty good presenter.  Or so I think.  An articulate thinker.  However I wonder sometimes what is the point of all of this if I get so nervous when presenting in front of a group.  Any one on one situation im good.  Every company I apply to get a job for I seem to get it.  Hands down.  They just seem into the conversations I carry.  However in the presentation today I was flushed.  All eyes on me.  Everyone carefully listening to everything I had to say and picking out the flaws in my speech and in my presentation.  I was so relieved when it was done an over with it.

So my day got slower and as soon as I came home I had full intesion of not sleeping but just chilling and then crashing at 10- 11 pm.  Nope didn’t happen.  Instead I just crashed.  Six hours later I decided to get up and start my sleepless nights.  Now I’m up.  Hope with me that I sleep.